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Suicide Booth

from At Your Lowest by Binary Heart

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To Whom it may concern:

I'm sorry for this letter, I present to you tonight
Because I've tried things differently but it turns out the same for me
Getting up by 5 and out of work by 9
And all this social deprivation left me empty and hollow inside,
the shell I had was once filled with hope
Taken over by a work ethic and schedule for sleep, that all my dreams are slipping far from the string I hold

In all my life, I tried to be the one who never forgot what was home
But now my life, consists of being too far gone to go back to that home
or will I?

I have seen better, I've lived a better life than the life that I live now
before my response to responsibility was staying in the music scene and giving up my dreams just to make all ends meet
My feelings subside with the bills stacked so high, that I couldn't afford to go down that road that was filled with laughter and dreams, adult responsibilities that forces me to stay at this financial stability
And now I have the money, just no meaning to living this life, I haven't seen the friends I have in weeks
And the music that I put all of my blood and sweat into, its the time to do it all again I seek

In all my life, I tried to be the one who never forgot what was home
But now my life, consists of being too far gone to go back to that home
or will I?

My days are close to numbered, so count on me to end this all before it ends me first
And I'll be counting seconds before my untimely demise gets any worse
As you read this letter, please don't think any worse of me, because I'd rather be here with you

In all my life, I tried to be the one who never forgot what was home
But now my life, consists of being too far gone to go back to that home
Before I go, I'd like to say all the cliche things that you ought to know
And on that note, I'll end this by signing off the way I always do.

Peace and love,
Me

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from At Your Lowest, released July 24, 2011

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Mike Costa: Vocals, Guitars
Steve Wozniak: Bass
Erica Clayton: Keyboards, Vocals
Jon Greco: Guitar

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